I believe there is something more. I was put here on this Earth for some purpose currently unknown to me. I love my family, my wife, my kids and they fill me up. I love being a husband and a dad. Every time I’m alone with my thoughts, however, I can feel it pulling at me. When thoughts of family or work should be running through my brain, their not.

Deep in my gut, screaming in my brain, your waiting it says. Figure it out it says. You have a great purpose that you need to fulfull it says.

I try to pay attention to the details of here and now, but I just turned down the wrong street and I can’t even remember that it is the same street that I’ve accidentally turned on once before. I do this all the time.

Then my loving wife asks me if I have the address to the dentist we are going to. I say no. She starts to get mad and asks me why I didn’t put the address in my handheld when I made the appointments. I look at my calendar, not there. For kicks I look in my contacts under our new dentists name. There it is. I do not remember inputting the address.

This happens all the time.
Here I will start my journey. Learn with me.